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Ego Trippin'

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Last night I had a couple of dreams that were of personal significance.  Both related to the same situation, the death and consumption of the Ego.  It's as though the Universe wants us all to the know that several are going through this transition in order to allow our true selves to be revealed.  The essence of who we are and created to be is now preparing to take center stage.  That shell we once used to define our being is cracking allowing us to no longer hide behind a false representation. In my dream, I was walking out of my maternal grandparents' home, down the front stairs.  And a guide was walking with me, talking to me about healing.  At one point I think the guide turned into my father.  Different people were sitting on the side of the stairs not saying anything.  Eventually I came to my stepmom who for years I called Mama.  She's been in my life since I was 3.  I came to her and said it was time for her to begin real hea...

Goodbye

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Today I'm on PTO from work and have the unique opportunity to just sit, relax, learn and create...while earning money.  It's the state of being I've always desired to dwell, however life deemed it necessary to keep pushing.  Ok so my decision to enter the corporate world to maintain a life for myself and children made it necessary.  I was looking at a video regarding Shifting Your Timeline , and it inspired me to do something that's been on my heart since the latest full moon, a burning ceremony.  Now, it's not the first time I've completed the ritual.  Actually January was the most recent.  Most of what I banished is gone, but like any pattern we've formed over decades, the residual remains. Everything I wanted to rid myself of in January was based on the physical/material level of thinking.  The latest Shift that started last month and has carried over to April, caused me to rise to a higher level of consciousness.  It's an elevated...

Love is a House

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Dear Daysi, There was a time in 2018 when things seemed to be completely out of order in multiple aspects of my life.  Love, money, self, work and inspiration fell completely out of balance; chaos is the word that best describes all of my every day experiences back then.  My life was the equivalent of a radio placed on scan to find a station, but none fit what you are seeking. There was a day in September that was my lowest.  I didn't know how I was going to pay the rest of  my daughter's tuition.  At work we were fighting daily about a project.  My clothes stopped fitting again. We weren't talking to each other within the foundation.  My heart was broken by who I thought was the love of my life.  I was beyond over it and at the point of hitting a self destruct button.  Even Sims didn't give me pleasure no matter how many I killed off to put in my Simetary. Then I walked downstairs to the market and saw a booth. The aro...

Liliquoi Moon

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Happy Full Moon Thursday!  Today we observe the Moon's phase in the sign of Libra, also known as the Pink Full Moon.  What does it mean?  What are its effects?  Will it really turn pink? This is the final phase of the moon's journey within Libra, again asking us to focus on balance within our partnerships.  March's moon sat in 0 degrees, while today's moon now rests at it's opposite of 29 degrees; alpha and omega.  What did you learn about yourself during the between?  What needs to be revisited and released?  Libra craves partnerships.  Not meaningless, flighty connections, but those mirroring their beliefs and desires.  As an air sign, the mind and clear communication are paramount to feed the call for intellectual stimulation.  However, unlike other signs ruled by air, Libra demands balance and peace. With the full moon now occurring in this cerebral sign, we find ourselves examining our shadow desires.  Not hidden...

Ascension (Don't Ever Wonder)

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This morning I got up to do my prayers per usual.  To my East is the living room bay window which gives a view of Manhattan, and a Catholic Church.  It's a church name that serves as a reminder from my childhood, but that's another story. Every Sunday I see the parishioners come out (It's 11:11 right now), but this Sunday the song "Leaning on the Everlasting Arm" came to mind.  As I was singing while preparing my prayer rug and space, I hear them talking with the palms in their hands, just fellow-shipping outside.  Then I remember, oh it's Palm Sunday! I kneeled to pray and could still hear them talking.  It felt warm and like home and like God.  I prayed for all of us.  That as a people we come together in fellowship as they were.  That it's not just on a Sunday or a holiday, that we acknowledge our forever connection and mission to serve each other.  That we are to be a light in the darkness for those that feel lost in this Earth....

I Know You Got Soul

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"It's been a long time. I shouldn't of left you..."  Yes it has been a while since I blogged.  So many happenings from moving, to work, to just recovering from expending energy, and once you stop, starting back becomes harder.  However, that's the lesson that we must face each day, even though we pause, there's always a chance to begin again.  What's a more fitting time than this New Moon in Aries? The new moon falling in the sign that starts the zodiac calls upon us to let go of what was and focus upon what will be.  Aries is the god of war.  Not just that fighting spirit, but the aspects of war that are feral and sometimes ferocious.  He wanted success; not stopping at any cost to ensure victory. That's what this time calls for.  What is that thing, that raw untamed desire that burns within you?  What is that idea that's calling out to take shape and materialize from your soul?  Aries says it's time to aim towards the target...