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This week has been an interesting test of my perception of the evolution of me.  I know the planetary alignments can assist with the waves of emotions, doubts, joy, the energy.  However, if I'm being real, it's all me bruh.  I haven't been in a funk.  Just been unsatisfied.  Then I became conflicted because I equated the dissatisfaction with being ungrateful, which spiraled into a vicious cycle that left me tired and drained.  Oh...and my hip/back started the almost unbearable pain again...so yep this week was a beast. I stopped listening to myself.  Not the self that talks all day for work or for videos or for friends.  The self that lets me know when I need my cup filled, when I'm running out of steam, when I've been in a place too long and have out lived the purpose...that self has been ignored to figure out how to find comfort in the right now.  See, I have been conditioned that seeking and desiring more is dishonoring God and what ...
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Spiritual Shamanic Initiation Blog 1

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So I'm journaling about this journey go the the initiation study.  The First question is, why are you here? I am here and doing this because there's been a calling, a pull on my soul that makes me want to be better.  To do better.  To teach better.  To love better.  It's an easy question to answer but not one to write down.  I'm here because I'm supposed to be.
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The Next Movement

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Happy New Moon in Taurus and 444 Portal Day! Full Disclosure, I thought the New Moon fell on the 23rd and only realized it was today when having a conversation with Solomon.  The interesting part is my soul and body were intune even though the mind was not.  Yesterday I took the day off and was guided to sit in a salt bath.  Typically that would happen on the day of the New or Full Moon cycles.  I finished making my ritual candles today while burning Frankincense.   Again, the soul knew what the mind forgot.  This is the lesson.  As long as you flow, your spirit will guide your direction and cause the actions to fall in step with the Universe and the Creator. So what is it about this moon?  Well, I haven't blogged in a while and tonight was given direct instruction to write out the thoughts and words channeled during a conversation. Taurus is representative of the Earth.  She is the place where the beginnings of life can be emb...
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Mirror, Mirror

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Happy Gemini Full Moon and 12:12 Portal Day! What is it about this Portal/Gateway?  While I'm not an expert, I do see significance in the number 12, along with the full moon occurring on this day.  12 is a number of completion.  It's a number that spiritually guides you to the end of a long journey, a long hard journey.  It's a number that has the 1, meaning to have action and do, and the number 2, for receiving information.  It's the combination of the Sun and Moon working together to Illuminate to you, me, us, our next steps in the path.  It also calls upon us to work with the Divine/Spirit/God, to co-create the vision for our lives.  But you can't bring in the illusion of things that aren't meant to last.  That aren't intended to go forward with you.  Even if that means to remove something inside of you.  So 12:12 creates a mirror.  In magic, mirrors can be used to be a portal from your true to your projected image.  ...
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Temporary Home

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Happy Fall! Happy New Moon in Scorpio! If you’re like me, Autumn one of the best times of the year because the weather is perfect.   The leaves change colors showing off their brilliance before the final curtain call.   It’s as if they are saying, “You will take in all of this beauty!   You will appreciate all that I add to your life.   You will see me before I go away into my next phase.   You will adore me!”   The acorns are now falling to the ground to re-seed the earth for new trees to grow.   Yes, it can seem like a time of death, but it’s the opportunity to renewal to happen.   It’s the cycle coming to an end so the new can begin.   The last step before the closing cycle is how I’m seeing this New Moon.  The energy is one of the number 9.  It’s representative of the final stage of gestational development before the baby is ready to be born.  This is the time of being close to the finish line, but not ac...
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The Screams of Passion

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Yes Yes!  It's the Full Moon in Aries, also today known as the Hunter's Moon.  This is the time that we are drawn to go out, find the prey, kill it and store it for later.  Which, is great for the up coming time of Winter. However, it's also a time to be overly consumed with the hunt. So let's get to it.  This full moon marks a time when we will begin to see the realization of those seeds planted in April during the New Moon in Aries.  What were you intentions?  How have you been guided since then?  How has the Universe moved things on your behalf?  For myself, that moon was the catalyst for a series of changes, interruptions, purging, growth, separation and blessings.  I had to rid myself of emotional ties, egoic (is this a word?) thoughts and CRY, CRY, CRY! But what about this moon? Aries is the first sign in the zodiac and a fire sign, which means it's also the youngest of the energies that move us.  That fiery emotion, k...
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Blue Bayou

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Welcome to the Pisces – Harvest Full Moon, and the Land of Emotions!   Have you felt everything come to the surface and began bursting out in sobs?   Did you feel the need to buy stock in Kleenex because of all the tears it’s absorbed?   That’s the moon’s work in action.   Don’t worry, we are all affected by the pull, and the release is necessary. Pisces is the ruler of the 12th house where everything that lies below the surface, affecting our subconscious minds, lives.  With the Pisces Ruling planet, Neptune, currently in retrograde, we are fully seeing our past hurts, past actions and thoughts.  We are revisiting early childhood memories that were previously protected by a giant steel wall.   Saturn, the planet of Karma, and Pluto, the planet of Transformation, are also in retrograde, making us kick up the emotional dirt and unbury what we hid eons ago.   The Universe is guiding us to cut karmic ti...
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