Fly Me to the Moon
Can 2018 just end already? No...it has one final lesson.
Cancer rules the Fourth House, which is our foundation, where we feel most secure. It's represented by the home, family, essentially our roots. Because Cancer is a water sign, the 4th House is where emotions tend to run deep. Because the Moon has a powerful gravitational pull on water, creating balance on Earth, causing tides to rise and fall, the same effect happens with our emotions. Full Moons in particular will draw out that which is within you, make you evaluate and choose to deal with all associated emotions. Cancer Full Moon will bring all that you regard as home to the surface, and requires us to become aware and fix. With Uranus also in retrograde, this will mean we need to examine what will allow us to be truly Free.
Again...another lesson??? Really 2018??
Earlier today I was leaving home to get a couple of items for my trip to NC for the holiday, my thoughts were on this Cancer Full Moon. I was thinking about what home truly means. Cue "Love is a House" by the Force MD's. Not just the surface level, four walls type of dwelling, but what is that thing that grounds me, nourishes me and allows me to face another day? As I picked up my cell phone, I heard something drop on the floor. When I looked down, a monopoly card stared at me. Upon picking it up, I knew my angels, especially ArchAngel Rapheal, sent me a message that said, "this is most important and what we are working to give you."
After running errands, I called my mom to find out how she was feeling and to just chit chat for a bit. I made what I thought was a logical and benign suggestion, however that turned into just the ignition needed to light a flame. No an inferno. Anywho, I cancelled my trip...so I thought. After calling Dwayne, who is currently there with her, he reminded me of this "Amuri (he said my real name), how can we do all of this positive healing work and not put it to use on these types of situations?" I didn't want to hear it, but he was and is correct. <insert eyeroll>. Because the situation had me in literal tears, and I did not know if we should go, consulting my spirit guides was necessary.
Ten of Swords is saying "Yes, and perhaps this is what you need to move on with your life." I pulled a few clarifiers and they basically say "If you want that completely emotionally full filled life, you need to finally deal with those deep wounds. You have the power to create balance, so you can move forward in your new life." So Little, Bear and I will be home for the holiday.
For this full moon, I pulled only Oracle cards. Didn't want to do a tarot spread for it because the responses were message enough. Here were my cards:
All transformations call for faith. It calls for belief. It calls for being steadfast. When looking at the butterfly, the cocoon time for the caterpillar has to be painful. It is pushing through wings where there was once a shell. It has to shed it's legs for the ability to fly. How many of us are pushing through wings during the times we feel the most beat down? How many of us are being prepared to soar, but not understanding the process may create some personal difficulty, both physical and emotional? It is faith that gets us through to the end. During both labors, before the drugs, I breathed through the contractions. Holding my breath was going to cause death for both of us. The pain was horrific, however I had my eyes on the prize, so I had to breathe. I had to put my trust into God that this would be over and my babies would be born healthy and complete. That was my peace, that was my life giving journey.
On this last full moon of transformative year called 2018, I am doing just that, trusting in this final lesson and not aborting the process when so close to the finish line. So, I have two white candles with the butterfly decor (creative right?) added. Additionally I will light a green candle to call in Arch Angel Raphael for assistance with the final steps in healing. Before I light any of them, I will take my final spiritual bath (well shower) for the day. This morning I used dragons blood soap for protection and to unblock me spiritually. Tonight I will use a Himalayan salt mixture for purification.
Have a wonderful Cancer Full Moon filled with love, light, healing and spiritual empowerment! Also Happy Holidays!
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