This week has been an interesting test of my perception of the evolution of me. I know the planetary alignments can assist with the waves of emotions, doubts, joy, the energy. However, if I'm being real, it's all me bruh. I haven't been in a funk. Just been unsatisfied. Then I became conflicted because I equated the dissatisfaction with being ungrateful, which spiraled into a vicious cycle that left me tired and drained. Oh...and my hip/back started the almost unbearable pain again...so yep this week was a beast. I stopped listening to myself. Not the self that talks all day for work or for videos or for friends. The self that lets me know when I need my cup filled, when I'm running out of steam, when I've been in a place too long and have out lived the purpose...that self has been ignored to figure out how to find comfort in the right now. See, I have been conditioned that seeking and desiring more is dishonoring God and what ...